play

You are free to feel like me.
It's so sad to see you like this,
Deserving as you are.
It's so sad
For me.
You can look me in the eyes and see
You're going to die.

~top~

prayer

I don't even know why I pretend to fucking care anymore!
Every time I look at that bitch I want to see her insides out!
Fucking bitch!

~top~

start

I can't feel my face.
I'm dying.

~top~

violent blue room

I've got something for you.
It's desperate to do things to you.

Strange, violent, blue room.

Fascinating sounds -
Bleeding the ceiling down.
The windows all broken.
The screams are simply spoken.

Sick, violent, blue room.
Playing that sad, sad tune.

Patterns in my mind
Concieve the mass of time.
Once pulled into the hole,
violence has control.

Strange, violent, blue room.
What it's done will be done do to you.

We've all been lost for so long.
We pretend we're safe. We're so wrong.
Why waste life on another try?
Just lie down and die.

My friend, please understand
that we're all lost to no end.
Abandon your flesh.
Just accept your death.

Strange, violent, blue room.
What can take us from you?
Sick, violent, blue room.
I know that there's nothing we can do.

~top~

sunshine

I gave it all away
To another place.
I gave it solemn grace.
My baby lost in space.

All forgotten tears.
All the lifeless years.

I'll leave you now;
as helpless as you were.
A little child
lost and beaten down.

Won't let the sunshine down.
Won't make another sound.
I give you all my life.
I give you life.

All the wasted years.
All the silent tears.

Forgive me
for what I have become.
But fear me,
for I don't love the sun.

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fuck evil

Tell me baby, is this how it feels?
Can I come inside?
Is there some way to make things seem real
when I make you cry?
It's time to meet for the feeding.
Who'll be next to die?
Run bitch! Run bitch!
Evil? Fuck evil!
Evil doesn't know how!
Evil doesn't know how!!!
Fuck evil!!!

~top~

slave and master

Slave; give in to me.
Slave; give in to me.
I'm the only one for you.
I can do anything to you.
Obey, and look into my eyes.
You'll see you've nothing to hide.
I forgot you.
Just know that you're mine. You belong to me!
Slave!
Slave!
You're nothing!
You're nothing to me, slave!

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pride

Power rules us all. We'll watch the kingdom fall.
Slaves we are to the sickly god that hides from us behind the wall.
Forced suffering and death - Just to gain respect.
More power means more ways to die. Suffocate us all with your pride.
I wont go there just to see your face, not to see this world disgraced.
It's time to look beyond the bounds of this disease you force into our mouths!
Look beyond their pride. You'll see a brighter light.
Recognize your rights. You've got to stand up tall and fight!

~top~

plant my seed

Just give me something more to live for.
There's nothing we've done that hasn't been done before.

Make me feel whole.
Take a bit of control.
There's nothing more that I want than to crawl inside your hole!
When say you want to hurt me, it makes me be someone I want to be.
Just playing isn't for me. Neverending story.
I don't need you for my health. I just don't want to be by myself.

This doesn't please me.
Don't fucking tease me.
All I want is to plant my seed.
That's what I need.

I can't figure it out, and you know that I've tried.
When I think of you, all I recall are your lies.

Bust in. I can't help but think sin. Close the door and it's time to begin.
I can't settle for nothing. I can't settle for nothing!
You're in that mood. Doesn't it feel good? You can't scream, but you should.
You lay down beside me.
I can't figure it out now. I just can't think of how
You came to see it my way.
You look so inviting. This is exciting!
You get up, and I push you back down!

Plant my seed.

~top~

fantastic delights

In the dark again.
You're all I see.

The rain outside falls inside,
on to me.

I toss around my bed
and scream into the pillow
I'm all alone again.

Blood trickles down my face.
It tickles my cheeks.
It's been staining me for weeks.

As I regress further into this place,
I think of you.

Fantastic Delights.

Give me some light,
something constant for me.

Why can't I fucking see?
I want to feel alive.

Fantasic Delights.

~top~

air

It's playtime again.
I'll call all my friends,
"Come out of the yard.
Come play in the cars."

The traffic lights at night;
They seem a lot more bright.
Than things we see all day,
And stupid games we play.

Out of time again.
And no more air to fear.
Almost reached the end.
We'll see you all next year.

Settle down. Reach for your hand.
I'll play around your face again.
Over the bridge, and under a rock.
Tilt back the seat and stare.

Bottoms up as we head down.
The cold burns us as we drown.
The windows break, but no way out.
I see your face again

And scream.

~top~